The story so far...

I went on this crazy job hunt then gave up halfway because I realised that the places out there are much worse than where I'm already at. And that, my friends, is a scary thought!

I realised that a debit card is as bad as a credit card, if not worse!

I watched enough sex to last an entire city for a lifetime.

I moved up really fast at work and even faster on people's hate list.

I realised that I can never leave this job until I get a another better paying one, and that I'm going to have work full time for the next 20 years.

I realised that I need to adopt a philosophy, something like a placebo, in order to survive.

I realised that my physical health is now way beyond control and I'm going to have to take drastic measures to change things.

I realised that I'm only as messed up as I allow myself to believe.

I realised that life is something you just have to live through in order to figure out. And by the time you're done, it's all over.